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Saturday, December 26, 2009
, 11:29 PM
⇨Today I killed myself.
On Facebook, that is. :3
I am literally getting sick of these people. I need to take a break.
I am not used to people like these knowing everything about me. It's always better to leave something untold, unseen. Something that would leave them intrigued. Something that would make them wanna know me more.
I once watched this show [I forgot the channel, but I'm pretty sure twas a Japanese channel. Yeah I drop by that channel from time to time. Just to check on my arashi and cherry blossom.] So the show was about Japanese art. [Oh hey, just found out what channel it was. Twas NHK World.]
The hosts were making their way inside some sort of a museum and found three human-sized white screens. The screens had different blurry images of humans. The hosts started to feel kinda creepy and started thinking what it was. When they looked at the other side, they found nothing but shadows. no one was there but them. Then they saw the projector just above their sight. The manager of the museum walked near and explained everything about the art, orienting how it was done and such. The blurry images was produced by using a tracing paper. Three different people are being filmed behind a huge sheet of tracing paper, which makes their images kinda blurry and more interesting. Then, the films are being played through a projector, into those white screens.
So you get my point? I feel like a blurry image intrigues me more than a clear one.
When a friend tells you someone likes you, you can't stop feeling great, overwhelmed, happy. You MIGHT wanna know who that person is, but YOU JUST MIGHT NOT. You just can't deny the fact that you get scared too. What if that person who likes you turns out to be the one you hate the most? What if the person who likes you isn't the one you were expecting to like you? How disappointing, right?
I feel like it's enough to have known that SOMEONE WAS THERE, than to know WHO WAS THERE. Just like those blurry images. Those vague images make you feel that someone was there. And you're like, "Wow, someones there. It might be him..." or her... or whoever you expect it to be.... But when that image turns clear and you found out that it wasn't the person you were expecting, you feel disappointed and you're like, "Oh, I thought it was him. Sigh"
So I'm doing it to my life. I'll let them know that I am here, that I do exist. But it's up to them to know who I really am. :3
I'll be vague from now on. If you really wanna know me, figure me out. :3
Oh but being vague doesn't mean being FAKE. I'll still be real, no worries. I'll be real as I've always been.
For the record, I'll apologize this very moment.
I am deeply sorry to every creature I offeneded. Sorry for my harsh words, especially in the online world. I'll be better... Just let me be. :)
Thank you all! :3
Bow.
I am literally getting sick of these people. I need to take a break.
I am not used to people like these knowing everything about me. It's always better to leave something untold, unseen. Something that would leave them intrigued. Something that would make them wanna know me more.
I once watched this show [I forgot the channel, but I'm pretty sure twas a Japanese channel. Yeah I drop by that channel from time to time. Just to check on my arashi and cherry blossom.] So the show was about Japanese art. [Oh hey, just found out what channel it was. Twas NHK World.]
The hosts were making their way inside some sort of a museum and found three human-sized white screens. The screens had different blurry images of humans. The hosts started to feel kinda creepy and started thinking what it was. When they looked at the other side, they found nothing but shadows. no one was there but them. Then they saw the projector just above their sight. The manager of the museum walked near and explained everything about the art, orienting how it was done and such. The blurry images was produced by using a tracing paper. Three different people are being filmed behind a huge sheet of tracing paper, which makes their images kinda blurry and more interesting. Then, the films are being played through a projector, into those white screens.
So you get my point? I feel like a blurry image intrigues me more than a clear one.
When a friend tells you someone likes you, you can't stop feeling great, overwhelmed, happy. You MIGHT wanna know who that person is, but YOU JUST MIGHT NOT. You just can't deny the fact that you get scared too. What if that person who likes you turns out to be the one you hate the most? What if the person who likes you isn't the one you were expecting to like you? How disappointing, right?
I feel like it's enough to have known that SOMEONE WAS THERE, than to know WHO WAS THERE. Just like those blurry images. Those vague images make you feel that someone was there. And you're like, "Wow, someones there. It might be him..." or her... or whoever you expect it to be.... But when that image turns clear and you found out that it wasn't the person you were expecting, you feel disappointed and you're like, "Oh, I thought it was him. Sigh"
So I'm doing it to my life. I'll let them know that I am here, that I do exist. But it's up to them to know who I really am. :3
I'll be vague from now on. If you really wanna know me, figure me out. :3
Oh but being vague doesn't mean being FAKE. I'll still be real, no worries. I'll be real as I've always been.
For the record, I'll apologize this very moment.
I am deeply sorry to every creature I offeneded. Sorry for my harsh words, especially in the online world. I'll be better... Just let me be. :)
Thank you all! :3
Bow.
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